One Question

One Question 

Because some things are inevitable,
Because the mode of life is unfair
Because equilibrium does not comply with the human heart
Because empathy is not a force that fills empty space
Because Destiny made it so
Because the textbook told me I should feel this way
Because my mother does not see that it pains me
Because my brother is better deserving
Because he was the first born
Because he is better bred
Because he is more extraordinary than I
Because it seems like I don’t need it
But it pains me every time I think about it.
I will get my mother’s love
But only the conditional, not un-

-Rani